Despite what I hope is impeccable grammar, I am very drunk right now. The last time I posted while this inebriated resulted in a post so personal, it still hurts my heart to think about it.
So, right now, before my liquid courage drains away, I just want to say that I want you desperately. You know who you are. Of course, it would be brain-dead stupid of me to say that I love you, wouldn’t it? But I’ve wanted you with me so much, for so long, my desire is like another person in the room with me…, an evil person who is actively torturing and tormenting me.
Wow, terrible fucking simile.
I’ve written enough. Not completely sure what I’m thinking…